Day 64: I would give anything

Today I did sprints instead of CrossFit which is probably why I haven’t felt that happy today. Had lunch with Bekah at the marina which was nice.

Spent the rest of the day in bed. I am missing my little brother so much right now. I just wish I could talk to him. I always thought when we grew up our relationship would get better and We didn’t get a chance because he got caught up in some cult and forgot his family exists. I would give anything to have him back in my life.

Day 63: Friendship is life.

Today I planned on doing adult things like find a job and wash my car..but instead I ended up running errands with Gary and having girl time. I never imagined that the people at sports authority would become family to me.

Later I went to the park and played frisbee with Adam! Haven’t seen him in forever. We ended up hanging out talking for a few hours. Me and him clicked the second I met him and he’s one of the best dudes I know. I love how he talks about his girlfriend and how amazing he is to her. Him and Brandon are the only two guys that give me hope that not all guys are assholes.

There is someone in my life who I’m wondering if there could be potentially something between us. But I’m not focusing on that. I need to do me and not worry about anyone else..although he’s really hot. ☺️😏

Day 62: and I’m feeling good.

Didn’t get the best sleep but I woke up feeling awesome. I think it has something to do with the Amara drink and water I chugged all night. Matt slept on the floor and the couple took the other bed. Had to be up early since I worked of course. Left the hotel around 10 and made it home in time for my brotein shake and oatmeal! I missed my bae!

Work was actually fun which is surprising since zarilla was there but it was enjoyable. I am HOOKED on acting like a young adult and having fun. It’s so nice and exactly what I needed. Hoping to make it a more regular occurrence!!

Time to start looking for jobs.

Day 61: the one I’ve been waiting for!! Today was AMAZING to say the least. Started off by sleeping in and then me and Mrs Carrazco went to breakfast and had a really nice talk. Also pancakes were involved. Then we got all pretty for the movie No Good Deed. Always fun to watch a movie about a girl kicking ass. Then we went to dinner with Liz’s family to celebrate. Awesome to be around people who love each other even when there’s drama.

Went back to the hotel where Matt and Brandon were waiting and of course he had roses for Liz. They looked so handsome! We all went back to the room to drink and chill and Brandon and Liz BECAME A COUPLE! So weird but so amazing at the same time. I love them separate but love them even more together. It’s weird seeing her act all giddy but I love it.

Went to the bar downstairs at the casino and danced. Matt had to be my boyfriend for the night to keep the creepers away. Even though he doesn’t care about me and i for him, it still felt nice for those brief moments to be in someone’s arms.

We ended up in Folsom at a bar called Scarlett’s and it was the best bar/club ever. Such a cool place!! Ended up dancing ALL NIGHT! With and without my heels. Christian and Brian met us there so that was fun! Me and Matt flirted all night and danced together. Brandon and Liz were adorable and her mom came with us and got hit on SO MUCH. I danced with random girls I met and had a blast. Made it to the casino cafe around 3am for more pancakes and then finally crashed around 4am. Couldn’t have been a more perfect night.

Day 60: today Bonnie picked me up in her gorgeous sexy new Mercedes and took me to oly. Another solid lifting session! After me her Annie and Jess had breakfast at Joes creekside..

Breakfast with these ladies is always amazing. I love surrounding myself with active, successful, happy women. I want to be like them so by hanging around them it pushes me to work for it.

Had my massage today. BEST USE OF MONEY EVER. I am bruised from it but it was so worth it..I cannot believe how amazing I feel when I leave there.

Tonight was the start of what I’m sure will be an amazing weekend. Met up with the ladies at thunder valley and got all prettified for the Blake Shelton concert. I’m not a country fan but getting out and being a young adult was so fun. I was DD which I enjoyed and I enjoyed dancing at the concert. Came back to the hotel and I was both hungry and tired and didn’t know what to do so we all went to the cafe to eat at 2am. That’s always fun!!

Liz has the coolest/best mom ever. I love that woman! Spending the night on the floor, should be interesting to see how I feel mañana.

Day 59: work work working

The one shift a week I get was today and it was SUCH a fun one!! Worked with Mary, Brandon, Kyle and Anthony. It didn’t even feel like work..I wish all days were like that!

Had lunch with Shannon my in shape trainer whose the one that showed me I could push myself so much further than I ever thought! I love having friends who are living a healthy life!

This weeks is gonna be a blast!

Day 58: Davis and sled work! 
Got my oil changed finally! Did my nails an amazingly perfect color and spent the day in Davis with sammmmmy. I love that girl and am SO stoked for Disneyland with her and the girls next month!! Should be a very fun trip. 

Today was sled pulls and pushes at crossfit. FREAKING AMAZING!! I love them. Also found out someone is stealing my pics and pretending to be me on Instagram. Hopefully it gets taken down ASAP cause it’s creepy.

Day 58: Davis and sled work!
Got my oil changed finally! Did my nails an amazingly perfect color and spent the day in Davis with sammmmmy. I love that girl and am SO stoked for Disneyland with her and the girls next month!! Should be a very fun trip.

Today was sled pulls and pushes at crossfit. FREAKING AMAZING!! I love them. Also found out someone is stealing my pics and pretending to be me on Instagram. Hopefully it gets taken down ASAP cause it’s creepy.

Day 57: Liz’s 21st!!
So today I spent the whole day with lizard making her drink everywhere we went. We got burritos and she had her first legal drink and then we went to school to drink at Lobos with some of her friends. I love being DD because of all the funny shit that happens.

After Lobos we went to Safeway so she could get her first legal bottle of alcohol and then headed to Tex Wasabi for a Bowla aka MOST AMAZING DRINK EVER. Tasted like a sour patch kid..too bad I was driving.

We ended up going to Macys to buy stuff and then back to her house to FaceTime Brandon and give her cat away to her friend. I finally convinced her to go to Friars and we ended up having a fun weird night with 2 guys playing pool. She talked to the cute one while I gave therapy to his friend. She WOULD NOT get drunk. But with some help by the bartender and the guys, we
Managed to get her wasted. She came home and fell over.

I had to go back to get her debit card and say goodbye. Vodka makes that girl angry and she didn’t want anything to do with me. She won’t stop with the idea of me and Brandon having a thing but I can’t reassure her anymore than I have.

She was home by 11 and I’m in my bed at 12:45. Definitely a successful night. Cannot wait for this weekend

Day 56: lazy day

So nice to be back home and back at crossfit! Whenever I’m away I feel like a part of me is missing! Today I spent the day recuperating and laying in bed at Mary’s house talking and having the most random conversations.
Those type of hang outs are by far my favorite!

My lifting partner is turning me into a girl. I did my hair AND makeup to go grocery shopping. WTF! That’s not me but lately I’m wanting to dress up and be cute. Had to jump matts car today, so that was a first! I learned to rev the engine and actually help!

Day 55: unanswered run ins

So today was the last day camping and I got to take both of my nephews on their own adventures. Walking around with them was the best feeling ever. I didn’t know I could love another person so much until I became an aunt.

I had an amazing weekend but I’m glad to be back home and SHOWERED AND SHAVED! Stopped at Heidi’s to attempt to eat pancakes and of course the wait was too long. But a limo drove past and i had a weird feeling it was the ex and bridal party. Sure enough I got a phone call a few hours later from Christian who said they saw me at Heidi’s. Glad they were far away. And I’m glad to be away from that mess.

I love being in my bed and not the ground.